An Open Letter to my Future Wife VI

Dear wife,

I have had a tough go of it lately. I have been sick and not really myself of late. Sometimes I get scared. I just wish that you was here to help me. I have told myself that you will come around soon enough. Other times, I told myself, "I dont think she's coming". Either way, Im just wishing you were here. I think about you all the time. I dont know if that is a good thing. I just know that I love you.

Love,

Richard

Where in the Sam Hayaale U Been? pt. 2

1) Computer has died. There isnt anything worse than your computer biting the dust. I took it to the Staples shop, and was given the bad news. You know the kind of bad news that I am talking about techies. "Its cheaper to buy a new one, than fix this one". Yeah. My sentiments exactly.




2) My job thinks that slavery is legal, (allegedly...) Or at least I feel that way sometimes. Last week, I worked 57 hours. That is too much. I have been burning the candle on both ends, needless to say.



3) My teenager. When my baby was born. I held her and cried. Now I know why. She's 14, cute, has an attitude and doesn't care much for authority these days. So, we are going back and forth trying to make things right. She drives me nuts, but hey I love my pooh-bear.

So, those are the top three issues that have made life happen in one shape or another. The last day or so, I have had the toothache from the bottom of hell. So much pain until I did not sleep a wink. As a result, I have not eaten really. Im scared to do, I got ease back into it. Now, since I am a mama's boy and I am single, you know what I did. That's right... Sitting up while everyone is sleep at mama's house. Hey, dont be hating. :) Sometimes, life reminds you that it is fragile and you need people around you. Shout out to my brother Jack, who brought me to my parents house because I was too weak to drive anywhere. Shout out to my pastor who prayed for me as well. The pain has gone. Thank you Jesus! (praise break) So for the next day or so, I will blog a bit and I have a few things on my mind. So, like that preacher up I-45 in Dallas at the potters house says, "get ready, get ready, get ready!!

Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012

Its a new year! I am most excited. Simply because I am glad to see it. 2011 was rough. Real rough. God has been and is good but it was a rough ride nontheless. Having said that, I have been evaluating friendships, relationships, connections and the like. Simply put, some of these frienships, relationships and connections are gone. Over the next few months. I am cleaning house. In my mind, in my heart, in my soul, and in my house. I am having funeral services for many things and people. Too bad those people and things wont even know that they are being buried. I cannot afford to lose focus this year. Spark the revolution. Hopefully, it will last longer than 5 minutes.