Visions of Heaven

Sunday, May 30, 2010

When God Brings You To Me


When God brings you to me.
I shall praise His name for thee.
You have given me a drink,
for my thirst.
You have loved me through my worst.
You have made me remember
how much love is good.
I will no longer remember the pain,
even if I could.
For you are newness that grows,
and begins everyday.
To look into your eyes.
Only this I will say.
Oh how I love you.


Richard J Wright (2010)

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

And It Hurts To See...


It hurts to see you,
with him.
Im left to wonder why.
Life took this turn.
Why didnt we try?
He leaves you to
wonder as well.
Life wasnt made to be hell.
Up before dawn,
just to catch the bus.
That alone makes me wanna fuss.
Yet this is the life you choose.
Cant believe this how I lose.
Just to watch you,
in harm's way.
Im left speechless.
There are not enough words to say.
Knowing he cant love you
like I do.
Knowing he wont sacrifice
for you boo.
Yet I respect your decision.
Now Im just reduced to these kind of visions.
Visions of you carrying grocery bags.
Visions of you crying?
Where was the red flags?
Visions of him lying?
Now this is what will be.
Girl you gotta just know,
it just hurts to see.

Richard J Wright (2010)

Thursday, May 20, 2010

U Know I Love You


We closer than kin
and thick as thieves.
If I was a shirt,
you'd be the sleeves.
Friends for so long,
who could count the years.
We seen everything,
while we dried our tears.
Always was attracted
but I kept my space.
Didnt want disturb,
the smile on your face.
You dont have pick every rose,
some things are meant to stay put I suppose.
Yet, my love for continues to grow.
We dont need much,
just laughter and good conversation.
Good food and fellowship
is our personal medication.
There is nothing I wouldnt do,
to let you know
just how much I love you.


Richard J Wright (2010)

Sunday, May 9, 2010

The Teaching of Mothers

From the time that a child can perceive,
Long before it sees.
That child learns from his or her mother.
It learns her touch, her smell and her voice.
It hears many sounds but
In this,
the child has no choice.
It must learn from mother.

From the womb,
The child learns connection,
Nurturing and protection.
Though it speaks no words
The child knows
And through this mystery
The child grows.

In the beginning
The child has no questions,
But the mother must answer.
To the calls and cries.
And as the child grows,
Then comes the whys.


Why mama do the birds sings?
Why mama do the bees sting?
Why mama do you sometimes cry?
Why mama,
Why mama why?

Then the difficulties of life begin to take place.
More answers begat more questions.
Commands from youth become grown up suggestions.
Still the child has more questions.
Questions like…
Mama, why cant I just live my life?
Mama, why you don’t like my wife?
And through it all mama is always teaching.
Her words laced with care
Designed for reaching.
Our minds and our hearts.
Helping us to make sense of all the parts.
Of this puzzle we call life.

She is a teacher,
Whether she wants to be or not.
Whether the lessons are sound or lessons to be forgot.
I can learn metaphysics, or exegetical studies,
Hermanuetics and learn from my old school buddies.
And none of that compares to the knowledge I gain
through my mother’s love and my mother’s pain.

When you teach me mother,
I learn, I live, I grow.
I listen, I speak, I know.
God tells you to teach without even saying so.
For that We are all grateful
For the cooking, the cleaning, the dressing, the combing,
The consoling, the laughter, the money loaning.
Yet, it is your teaching that I am most grateful for.
Through your teaching mother, I can aspire to live
And love you even all the more.

Richard J Wright

Mother's Day

I bless the LORD for allowing me to have my mother all this time. It has been a blessing indeed. On this day however, its bitter sweet around my way. My daughter Ashley, has not seen her mother in over eight years. Therefore, I share my mother with her. As a single father, I cannot tell you how hard it is. Sometimes, I will be honest, the hardest part isnt the work, its the understanding. Last night she made her grandmother a card that was beautiful. I couldnt help but to think how much my child's mother has missed out. She is an incredible child, full of love and wisdom for her age. As her father, I would not dare minimize the role a mother plays, nor will I demean her biological mother. Instead I will celebrate this day with the notion that life would be a little colder without mothers. Unfortunately, my daughter knows this too well. God bless the mothers of this world, physical and spiritual.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

RE-Relife


Refresh. Regroup. Rethink. Relearn. Remove. Relieve. Rebuild. Return.

8 words. Very powerful. Very inspiring.

1) Refresh I am going on vacation soon. As much as I love Houston, I have to get away from her for a minute. I need to rest my mind, body and soul.

2) Regroup Yes, I have been off tilt lately. Life happens. So its time to dust myself off and get back at this thing at break neck speed.

3) Rethink Yes, my thinking has been faulty lately. Life will cause that to happen too. Its time to think differently about every thing I am apart of and going to be apart of.

4) Relearn I am a teacher at heart. Not by profession but by passion. My giftings as a poet have shown this to me. Yet, its time to learn some new aspects of some old things. For this, i need revelational knowledge and that only comes from God of course.

5)Remove Yes, some stuff has got to go. Some folks have to go. It is what it is. Its like an old couch. It was nice 10 years ago but now its just down right disgusting. Stains and springs poppin up everywhere. So what do you have to do. You gotta throw it out. I dont like the idea of throwing folks out of my life but they have over stayed their welcome.

6)Relieve Yes, I need to relieve myself of some of the pressures in my life. Whether its finances or that insane desire to have a woman next to me. I have to just let that kind of stuff go and ask God to help me in those areas. Its insane knowing God will help you if you only let go but something wont allow you to do it. I gotta check myself.

7)Rebuild Yes, some things in my life need to be rebuilt. Some relationships and some career and ministry goals. Time to put on the hard hat and start stripping away some of this old wiring, old wood, and old paint and begin using new materials.

8)Return Yes, after accomplishing the above seven Re(s). I can return or re-turn the direction of my life. God wants my life to be fruitful, and I do too. In essence, number 8 is really number 1. Then again life is circular to me as a Black man, therefore I begin and end where I start. Time to get busy.