And It Hurts To See...

It hurts to see you,
with him.
Im left to wonder why.
Life took this turn.
Why didnt we try?
He leaves you to
wonder as well.
Life wasnt made to be hell.
Up before dawn,
just to catch the bus.
That alone makes me wanna fuss.
Yet this is the life you choose.
Cant believe this how I lose.
Just to watch you,
in harm's way.
Im left speechless.
There are not enough words to say.
Knowing he cant love you
like I do.
Knowing he wont sacrifice
for you boo.
Yet I respect your decision.
Now Im just reduced to these kind of visions.
Visions of you carrying grocery bags.
Visions of you crying?
Where was the red flags?
Visions of him lying?
Now this is what will be.
Girl you gotta just know,
it just hurts to see.

Richard J Wright (2010)